always learn lessons

once again.  I am disappointed.  and once again,  i proved. practice makes perfect?  how easy is that for me now?  how easy.. he said,  its not the matter of where ppl come from,  what nationalities they are. so true. even me, a bloody live example.  dont judge anything by one's external facts. never. we changed by times, by experiences, by people. be open mind, stay positive.