FUCK U

近日睇電視，留意到一句： 係咁嫁啦。邊個富家子弟唔花心呀？

今日睇朋友fb, 見到佢d 攬女相，我心中響起左一句：你班鬼仔。。。




兩件事，我都係同一個回應

too many 1028

so mum asked me to do it. Then, I did it.

Something, maybe, if we never take action. we will never be satisfied even though we guess the results right. And, this is what I have learnt from him, better do it rather than feel regret to it.

Yap, a lesson learnt.

最鐘意就係鬥氣嫁喇~~

流汗係好正，不過真係好...................支力

成世女，第1次咁認真地　　　　　減肥
痴線，我都要減? crazy~

係，係好crazy
係crazy到，原來真係到我要減肥
痴線 *#&^%@$

今日係 認真我減肥 第2日
汗流挾背

成身香汗
好少可，正 lol

3個weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 瘦呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sosad

sigh............................................

just checked the email, got a rejection.
poor. it's sad.

失望是因為曾經盼望
盼望是因為曾經的把握

擦身而過的機會，抓過，但溜走了

並沒妄想過會很容易很順利
但曾經付出過，置身其中過，也會痛



啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
加油加油fighting!!!!


夢想有多大，舞台有多大!!!!!



我得嫁!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 吼!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost In Love

是的，我又回來了

通常返黎都未必係好野，你知道的~


心情非常混沌

很多事想做，放在一旁
很多字想寫，尚未整理
很多圖想畫，還未調色
很多話想說，沒頭腦組合
很多IDEA，閣置幻想中

未來呀，將來呀，你會怎麼樣啊﹖

N年後重看舊片，迷失東京 (Lost In Translation)
竟然有新的領悟
從前沒記著過的情節，現在心中迴盪

婚姻
情愛
到底是什麼﹖

苦澀得，說不出話來

I believe I can. . .fly?

唔知由幾時開始，o黎度變得有點灰

到底咩事?
係我近來都做到灰?
定係
o黎度d entry真係灰?

well... anyways



近來吃不消o既工作量，令我再次想起Alternative
沒有了從前的"一定要xxx"，現在重點落在"適合"二字
不覺得是退縮或屈服，是覺得，人大了，更加要珍惜時間，更加要清楚自己
要更加清楚什麼最適合自己

 或許會變

從 來，人生，都是充滿未知的驚喜

黃貫中話﹕「我怕熱，怕凍，怕一切值得怕的東西。」(當然我地知道佢係硬漢一名)
我想說﹕「我不怕熱，不怕凍，不怕一切值得怕的東西。」

「打倒昨日的自己」，又何祇你boss一個?

混亂，並沒有隨26離去
27的第N日，混亂依然．　．　．　

情況是．．．似愈來愈亂
或是愈來愈清晰？



I just wanna be simple. Why are the things always be complicated?
or I make them complicated?

he said, "it's not complicated. I am having fun. And you are having fun. That's it."
she said, " no, it's complicated."
he said, "Don't make the thing complicated."





Face the fear?

Beautiful

hey yeah I am 27 and I smell like a man

 hell yey

a few words to three boys

to 張先生：今日突然想起你。 its really amazing that I still remember your full name!!  After all,  you are stil so sweet. Damn! it's pity but I am fine.

to 荒木先生：今日又見到你。真想問，what do you feel when you put the scarf on?  or, it's just a normal one for you now?  hm... yea, this is me. I dont know "regret", not at all. Btw, congratulation! You have improved a lot. Happy for you. 

to 潘先生：今日講起你。花生，hahaha..

朋友﹖

有些人，不能永遠結伴

面向你時，一個樣
面向他時，另一副模樣

厭倦

always learn lessons

once again.  I am disappointed.  and once again,  i proved. practice makes perfect?  how easy is that for me now?  how easy.. he said,  its not the matter of where ppl come from,  what nationalities they are. so true. even me, a bloody live example.  dont judge anything by one's external facts. never. we changed by times, by experiences, by people. be open mind, stay positive.

long long time ago

一下子回到從前的圈子 望著從前的人 說起從前的事 說起你。 能這麼淡然的叙述 實在是當時的始料不及。曾經 是多麼歇斯底里 混亂過。

 I made a dream.  I dream about you but I didn't see you.  I saw the picture and a girl but they were nothing about me.  I was crying,  I was sad,  I was not under my control. 似曾相識的情景 相同的反應 夢中的預演

that is holly SHIT

Whats wrong?
Fuck that

I cant even read the words. all the things make me feel sick
I hate being a detective

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?
Shit pieces

I am ........... shit
a fool, a silly, a stupid

SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I am disappointed by myself again
shit

I knew it was a hole
I thought I could step over it
But
I fell in it

thats totally wrong
all the things go wrong
. . . . . .



where is the right?

有時我也不相信

成世人流流長，總會遇上幾個人渣


我花心？

變了就是變了




事情其實就係咁簡單


i am gald